I don’t think I’ve ever received true heart felt sympathy or empathy for that matter. I’ve been called a bitch a dog and everything in between. Yeah I have that personality like your shit doesn’t effect my life. I fuck people over occasionally. But, who hasnt? I fuck with no feelings.And I can make anyone feel like all they are to me is what they can give to me. I actually have feelings though, I get attached I can still play with a poker face. But, just once it would be nice to play the victim. Somehow with my constant “self - improvement” projects I seem to fuck up. Shit I fuck up all the time. And I admit it .. I fucked up. But, when things turn against me I don’t receive the classic victim sign. I’m someone who can handle it… or its not that serious… you asked for it… What really gets me is … I have to dig real deep and show empathy for those victims. May go through the exact same shit down to the T. And the concern level is down to 0 when you look my way. I guess I should take it as a compliment. I’m not helpless. I don’t need anything or anyone.